The Search

My last ad disappeared yesterday and once again, I haven't found my match.  I talked to people and had some possibles but none of them were right.  I screened with a clinic in CA that was the first to reject me for a reason not related to my BMI; I've had too many pregnancies.  And I was supposed to have a screening with a MA clinic but they never did call me.  The IPs with the CA clinic, I was neutral about.  The IPs with the MA clinic I liked so it's sad that the clinic never called.  

I am officially signed up with an agency though and that's a positive step.  I'd still prefer to match Indy but I have a feeling with the current economy, that is going to become even more difficult.  The classified ads are sparse.  

I feel the crunch of time now.  I'd love to make February cycle and when my next AF arrives, if I haven't matched, I won't make it.  Not much longer and I can't make my decisions based on that alone.  March isn't acceptable to cycle.  So April is my next possibility, maybe May.  I'm okay with that and it means I have plenty of time.