Arcadia is matched. And I had to find out by reading her blog. I can’t believe she didn’t call me. And who she matched with! I know them. I wouldn’t work with them for anything…but I know them. She’s happy about the match though; that’s the important thing. Maybe, depending when they do insems, we can be pregnant together again!
I let some of the people in my life find out about my surrogacy journey that way. Some read my blog, some stalk me on SMO. It is understood that I don’t want to discuss it with them unless I bring it up. But now, I’m on the other end and it pinches. I feel silly for feeling offended that she didn’t call, but I do feel offended.
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Probably not. I enjoy the me that I am. Sure, I could stand to lose some weight. There are family issues that are problems, and I have some things I'd like to do in the new year...but they're not new things. They're goals that build on previous goals. Or they are continuations of the path I have been on. I don't see any major changes anytime soon.
This time of year there is so much going on that it's hard to concentrate on any one thing for long. My immeidate supervisor is a moody bully...but his boss is understanding and will settle things if they get too bad. A 5th grade on my daughter's bus has been pretty mean to her but unfortuantely kids are mean. She was handling it herself (at her request) until he hit her in the face with a slush ball today. I called the bus company and I hope he gets in trouble. A new blog. A fresh start. How many have I had over the years? How many are still out there lost...needing deleted or saved? I don't know why I have to start another one. Why do I start a new journal when the last isn't full? Because I'm unhappy and don't want to be constantly looking back over those pages and revisiting the things that were bad. It helps me move forward instead of dwelling on on what once was. Because what was can't be changed. |
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